There once was a boy who loved to fly...

There's something about seeing oil and blood together that alternately makes me wince from memories of the military and miss my father. That and the smell of gasoline and dirt is just adding to the memory slush.

Talk about some conflicted emotions, hah!

Sometimes, it's enough that someone knows all of your faults, and still accepts you despite them. And perhaps, it's like the old quote says. "Once your reputation is ruined, you can live quite freely..."

I had a strange dream, that I was involved in saving the world (of course), and ended up in the 1980's, and living near some old friends, who were of course, young. And I got involved in a conversation with some guy about 'the man' and he asked if I believed in him. And I said that I thought that the man was necessary, because it was an unfortunate necessary evil that in some cases, individual freedoms must be curtailed for the greater good.

It's troubling to realize that my subconscious is a rampant republican.

heh.

Somedays it just doesn't pay to get out of bed...

Had a wierd bad day today, but it rained, so I didn't fall off the roof. So, that was at least enough to make it a better day than it could have been.

And yeah, that was a weird non sequitor sort of thought process, but deal with it...

I am.

And, in the vein of idiocy, while I am at it...well, it doesn't need to be said. the icon says it all...

So, I've decided that in honor of Pi Day, 2009, I shall attempt my very first meringue. A lemon meringue pie. Of course, if that goes awry, I will have the apple one to fall back on.

( The following event occurs in real time between the hours of 3:15pm and 4:22pm. (cue ticking 24 clock) )

Stupid...fscking...memories...

stopping me in my tracks.

making it hard to breathe

fsck...

and in the way the universe...the metaverse works...here's a haiku I got generated for me:

Haiku2 for shinju
not just a form of bliss right now she worries that i'm going to go

Hokay...almost time for the sleep, but I was wondering when Hugh Jackman is going to profess his love for the boys. Okay, not really.

A few quick things...

Apparently, when you take a dog for a run a few nights in a row, that dog likes you, as evidenced by the half chewed bone he plopped at my feet. Good puppy!

I've been having sneezing fits for the past two weeks. Hilary thinks it's a cold, I say it's dust and stuff getting in my nose. Maybe I'll start wearing a dust mask with hepa filtering when I clean out closets.

And, in the world of oh so joyousness, I found all my old PSOne games, like FFVII and the original Parasite Eve, and even Thousand Arms and Wild Arms. I think I'm going to be having an old skool RPG love fest.

/end quickie...

much more to say, but I've an itch to scratch. more t'morrow.